Well, I did it! I swam in the ocean. It didn't start so well. As soon as I left my house I started to get really nervous. When do I put on my wetsuit? Before I meet the group or after I get there? What if I can't touch the bottom? What if there are fish? What if the waves are huge? What if I look stupid? What if I swallow ocean water? Will the salt water burn my nose? What if my goggles leak? By the time I got to the ocean and found a parking space I was a wreck! I thought, I'll just watch today and I'll swim next time. I can't do this.
As I drove into the parking lot, I saw another teammate and she was carrying her wetsuit. So that's what I decided to do. As I talked with some other teammates I found out that many of them were really nervous too. Many of them hadn't ever worn a wetsuit or swam in the ocean either. We got a brief pep talk from coach and then it was time to suit up. I was happy to see that everyone has the same issues putting on a wetsuit (a friend told me that, but I wasn't convinced until I witnessed 40 people tugging, pulling and wiggling into their suits). In fact, one teammate put her leg through the arm hole and needed assistance to get it out. At least I didn't do that!
Once suited up we took a group photo. I'll post it as soon as get it. Then it was time to get into the water. We walked in and had to open up the neck of the wetsuit to get water in (it was 58 degrees) which then warms up and keeps you warm. After the initial shock of the cold water wore off we floated on our backs. It's true - the combination of wetsuits and salt water really do make you float. The we got out of the water. So far so good.
Next, we watched our mentors demonstrate how to dolphin into the ocean. They basically dove under the waves (which luckily were minimal) on their way into the water. They then swam to another coach who was sitting in a kayak not too far off shore and came back. My turn! I mostly walked out to waist high water and then dove in 1-2 times. I kind of doggy paddled until I couldn't touch the bottom any more and then headed back to shore. I was no where near the kayak. My mentor, who is fabulous by the way, was next to me the entire time. Once everyone was back, it was time to try again. This time I went out until I couldn't touch the bottom and floated on my back a bit and then swam back to shore. Coach says it's time to do it again. By this time, I'm getting cold and I'm feeling like a mile in the ocean is almost impossible, so I really don't want to go out again. But my mentor suggests going out an practicing my floating. So, I go again. This time I dolphin a bit more and swim a few a few stroked past not being able to touch. Then my mentor and I floated a bit and she told me about how the course is in Hawaii. We weren't that far from the kayak, so we swam for it. I'm glad I did because the coach had a camera and took my picture swimming in the ocean so I have proof! Then we swam back to shore. As I was getting out of the water (the entire team is now done and watching from the shore) my coach asks what my left arm is doing and says to go back in and try again. I have to go back out to waist deep water and swim to shore so he can get a better look. He tells me what I'm doing and has me practice swimming parallel to shore, again with the whole team watching. Ugh! Then it was time to remove the wetsuits. This is even more entertaining than putting them on, because people fall over when taking them off. My hands were so numb I had trouble getting a good grip on the suit, but got it off just fine and remained upright.
So, I still don't see a day in the future where I will call you and say, "Hey, let's go swim in the ocean. That's how I really want to spend my day." But I did much better than I thought I would do and did something today that I have never done before. I am really thankful for the support I got from several teammates and my mentor. I couldn't have done it without them. The entire time I was in the water, there were children in nothing but bathing suits swimming further than me with big smiles on their faces. I guess my big accomplishment is nothing an 8 year old can't do! Maybe I'll tackle tying my shoes next week :)